At this point guys- we have gone from dating, to him realizing that I had a serious problem, us having massive fights and emotionally driven issues that led to my eventual decision to try to get sober and learn about Recovery.
At the point where I began going to meetings- I was figuring out who I was and why I used so much and how incredible life could be sober.
I also felt like this photo! Yes it’s funny, but as I changed I really went through a time where
I didn’t feel like myself anymore
– and among many other things–
I worried that my Zach would not
like the ‘new’ me.