YOU GUYS!
Last night we created my final book cover and today, I ordered my proof!
I am IN DENIAL. (Which isn’t a completely foreign place to me, LOL)!
I just wanted to share my excitement with you guys.
This has been an incredible, stressful, exciting process. If you knew how many times I second-guessed myself, or thought that I wasn’t going to be able to finish, you would understand why I am in disbelief.
That seems to be the point, though, right?
If I have learned any ONE thing from living my life in Recovery, I have learned that I CAN do HARD things. I CAN figure things out. I CAN ask for help when I need it. I CAN reach goals and it doesn’t matter how long it takes me to reach them. I WON’T give up.
These are character qualities that I did not possess before I began my twelve-step journey, that has evolved into a full-blown, life upheaval & complete recovery operation.
The gifts keep comin’ you guys. They really do.
xoxoxo-
Britt
Thank you. I am just finding my balance. I want God to have the glory for my successess big and small, while I am also so proud of myself and excited to have met this insane goal. Ya know?
I appreciate your continued supoort!! And I am excited for you and your novel!!! 😊
It’s all good stuff. I would never feel bad about putting all that energy and excitement out there. Although I know how you feel. I get all hopped up insobriety and on God and I get the special hangovers where my self-worth plummets among other things. Can’t wait to read your book.
Thank you so much, Mark. To be honest. I am feeling excited and accomplished, and also a little bit guilty about how much excitement I am putting out there. I am proud. It was some of the hardest work I have ever actually completed and followed through with, but I wish there was a way to describe the level of disbelief and gratitude I feel. Sometimes as I am freaking out, and sharing my met goals, I feel like I am cold selling a product or bragging….if that makes any sense at all. I am genuinely IN AWE of how God has changed my life and I am thankful for the support. Really. Also, my hub helped me with that cover. Which is a huge blessing. I couldn’t work photoshop to save my life, ha! Thanks again.
This is so exciting! Congratulations! The cover looks great.